DIAMOND STUDDED DREAMS

diamond studded dreams that come with a heavy price.
i believe that "life is good when you think its good."
yihui
18, not any younger
Singaporean, happy on the little red dot.

Friends?

I have many close friends that I really love and treasure, but some of them don’t feel the same as how I feel about them. It makes it difficult for me. I can’t help but feel the need to take care of them but in return I don’t feel any care for myself. Its really sad.

For instance my climbing clique, I care so much for them but only some returns the care and feel the same way. I mean we have been through so much together, don’t they feel the need to treasure this friendship?

While others need me to prompt them that ‘hey, is our friendship still here’ I have to nudge them to be concern about me. Sometime I need to learn how to not place my friends so highly especially those who do not feel th same way.

Not meant to be

So what if I you are my eye candy??
We are impossible. I think we are so far apart. You might not even be the one right?? Its just weird with you man. Weirder than when I eyecandied 22. 6 hours tomorrow. I just hope for the best.

What’s your issue?

Wtf you call this friends? You call this clique? Wtf. Last minute changes? Bitch. I hate people who are like that.